You know when you make a choice to leave something, maybe you don't pick it up or say that it's not worth your time or maybe it's even too expensive..or just not meeting your expectations.

But for some reason, it just keeps coming back to your mind. Over and over again the thought plagues your mind. And you really don't know why.

Maybe

you know

why...

But you hate to admit it to yourself, you hate hearing the thoughts in your head.

You try to think of why you left in the first place and it angers you a little, makes you upset or just disappointed. But as soon as those thoughts appear they seem to disappear. And you start thinking about why you loved, liked, admired that thing you saw. That thing you wanted and decided against it.

You can't shake the thought.

Then you're wondering if your thoughts even matter. Because why think about something so much when you know it's not thinking of you back.

...

damn you boys like girls and your new song with Taylor Swift.